"I’m a person that has high highs and low lows … A lot of things make me sad. Sometimes it’s almost easier to be sad. But you end up finding a balance and I think that as I get older I am learning what I can do for myself to make me happy."
fei fei sun in “a matter of lenght” by willy vanderperre for vogue china september 2014.
(Source: faessbender, via modellove)
"I don’t know what’s the matter with me, why I’m so adept at distance, why I feel so remote from things, why life feels like a rumor."
"I think I want to be in love with you but I don’t know how."
"Hoping to live days of greater happiness,
I forget that days of less happiness are passing by."
"All I am doing now is trying my hardest to be the person I think you would want me to be - happy and hopeful. If it takes letting you go to get there, then that’s what I have to do."
"I don’t really know what’s going on with myself, ever."